This past week has been crazy!

First of all,my boyfriend Patrick,of whom I had been going out with for about a month,broke up with me due to "just not wanting a girlfriend anymore" which of course has been rough : /   with that kind of breakup,it seems harder because I sit here and wonder if I could have done anything differently to change his mind,that maybe it wasn't just him not wanting a girlfriend,but that I did something to contribute to my own pain. Who knows...but I do know that I'm moving on,I miss him like crazy...but it was obviously meant to happen for a reason,even though I don't know what that reason is just yet.

Secondly,yesterday I was informed by my dad that he may have to have surgery to remove a mass from his neck.The doctors don't know yet if the mass is benine or cancerous, but it very well could be the latter of the two,considering the mass is in the vincinity of where he had cancer before. I ask that everyone keep him and my family in your prayers during this rough time.

There,of course,are other things on my mind,but now I just feel like I'm rambling...I'm going to go.God Bless Ya'll